Camp Success

Just getting back from an overnight camping trip that i actually needed so bad to just have peace and quiet even tho i I was with a group of teenagers .It is so nice to feel young and treated like just 1 of the guys even tho i act their age lol..I didnt want to leave they didnt want me to leave but the old thing called work stands in the way.I have to say even tho there has been some rough spots i am definately building some new memories and happy ones...I am a little tired tho cause i stayed up late but i will get some rest and back to the grind  I digress

My Guardian Angel

I just noticed that my last blog was a week ago.I guess i dont have alot of issues to resolve through blogging anymore..I have a true voice of reason that helped extinguish alot of anger that i did have..He keeps my mind focused on fun things and not always on reality..I felt challenged for who i am today...I thought i was going to explode but i was even tempered..Man have i  changed. I  resisted the urge of banging someones head off the floor until i saw blood spill..I truely have become a better person than i was 3 years ago.I am proud of who i am becoming..I have to say tho i had a fabulous weekend as always..I am just so damn exausted right now  i have to actually stop writing because my eyes are going cross