Whirlwind weekend

I honestly have to say it was one hell of a weekend,after finishing up a long 51 hour work week...Christmas eve was spent with Vince and his family and then Christmas morning much to my surprise we received devastating news...my moms best friend passed away overnight.It was so heartbreaking to see my mom so upset.It is horrible to lose a best friend,I really just had started to get to know her so well after spending lunch with her and my mom everyday.So Christmas weekend wasnt as enjoyable as it could have been.I miss her already,lunch wasnt the same without her laughing with us .I could still hear her voice and her laugh.She is still that alive in my heart and head.I cant believe we just had lunch together friday afternoon..SO sad.I just hope she wasnt in pain when she went home to god.I hope that her sons can find peace in knowing they had a great mom .I think i have wrote enough for now because i am starting to feel emotional     I digress

Charmed Manor

Well i have to admit so many changes have been happening at such a fast pace its hard to keep up.The holidays are here,I have my house (Charmed Manor) to work on and my mind is just spinning in 50 different directions.  I never expected to have my house back after fucking up so bad and just walking away from it ,unfortunately now I have 2 yrs of catching up to do ...I am really coming down so hard on myself because i let it get to the point where i trusted people to do right by me and that didnt happen...But however now i am back and getting better than ever strong willed and never making the same mistakes again...I actually cant wait to put the holidays to rest so i can do what i have to do to get myself motivated to rebuild Charmed Manor...