A MAN WITH CAHOONAS

I HAVE TO SAY HONESTLY PEOPLE ARE REALLY TRYING TO PUSH MY BUTTONS!LAST NIGHT I WENT OUT,AGAINST MY BETTER JUDGEMENT AND OF COURSE A DRUNKEN IDIOT HAD TO RUIN THE NIGHT! 1ST HE WAS INVADING SPACE, 2ND) IMPLYING THAT I AM RACIST BECAUSE I DONT HAVE AN INTEREST IN BLACK GUYS PER- SAY 3RD)IMPLY THAT BLACK GUYS DONT DRIVE 4) TO CALL ME A RACIST BUT TURNS AROUND AND TRIES TO START TROUBLE WITH A WHITE FRIEND OF MINE.. WELL I HAD  ENOUGH AT THAT POINT AND DECIDED TO PUT HIM IN HIS PLACE(HOWEVER I WAS THE ONE THAT WAS WRONG) BECAUSE HE WAS DRUNK ,AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO COWARD OUT ...ITS NOT IMPORTANT PEOPLE WERE SAYING ,CALM DOWN....WTF   SOME PEOPLE NEED TO BE TAUGHT A LESSON ESPECIALLY WHEN THERE WERE PREVIOUS PROBLEMS WITH THE GUY BEING KICKED OUT OF THE BAR..SOMETIMES PEOPLE DONT LEARN UNTIL THERE IS A FOOT IN THEIR BROWN EYE!

I HAVE TO SAY THAT MY PATIENCE IS VERY THIN! VERY THIN!

THE PROBLEM WITH QUITE A FEW GAY MEN I THINK FEEL THAT THEY ARE WEAK,THEY HAVE A DICK BUT NO BALLS!WELL THEY MAY AS WELL HAVE A VAGINA..

ITS FAR BETTER TO SPEAK UP THAN COWER OUT!

ANYWAYS THE NIGHT DID GET BETTER AFTER I CALMED DOWN A BIT AND THE WORK DAY TODAY WAS DESCENT

I AM TIRED  I DIGRESS

Off Day

Well its lunchtime and i have barely moved i guess thats why they call it a day off LOL However i think i am going to get myself motivated and at least walk to the store for Fish oil,I hear this is good for your health and ur heart.With that being said  i also need to work out  a solid plan for getting The Manor Done ,,,Ugh it kinda sucks when you are limited on funds.Pretty soon i will have to sell my ass on the streets in order to raise money*Sigh*but as the saying goes where there's a will there's a way right? The crazy thing is i do have some friends that have the know how and whatnot but getting everybody together to deliver on what they say they will help me with is challenging in itself.Oh well i will figure it out soon enough i think and i hope    I digress    Showertime

Ramble Time

Here it is the Fall already and I am settling in to a quiet evening at home with a cup of hot chocolate and my favorite tv show love it or list it...I have made a change in stores since the last time i blogged and I definately had made a change for the better.It has helped me think alot more positive about work and that helps me alot mentally.I am still keeping options open by all means but i am also satisfied as well.Now the personal stuff......I am bowling again *which i thought i wouldnt do again* but thanks to my friend Tim he convinced me to do it and so far i love it..I am working on great new friendships,keeping old ones and just loving that too.I guess thats why i dont blog as much anymore because when i originally started i had alot of issues to work thru.I think i should start blogging about the good stuff too it only makes sense...I ramble but thats what a blog is for  I digress