Well it has been awhile since i have blogged,not really having any problems or anything but just decided to put some things down and empty my head a little.

I am about to embark on my 44th year on this Planet and learning day by day new things about myself and i didn't think that was possible at all but guess what it is. 1st i have discovered that i am drawn to people that are in need of emotional help i guess i have always known that i have a unique gift and i should embrace but lately its been more of a pain when you try to help someone it gets thrown in your face.I will chop it up to just a bad experience and move on.....

2.)I cant exactly figure out why my tolerance level for the gay life is down.Well maybe its because most cant be trusted ,they lay in waiting (patiently) to steal from you as soon as they possibly can or knife you in the back as quick as they can    I am putting it out there for most it is all about Dick and i dont mean Dick and Jane.. Its no  wonder most of our morals are questioned and why  Marriage being on the table is such an issue,because we are our own worst enemy.

3.)Work is kicking my ass ,every time i turn around i am devoting my time and life more to wards work and really have nothing to show for it,I am aggravated,frustrated because i cant get my house done ..

I will write more later ,but i do know this much   i have to set the goal now and really step up my game and rid my life of the people i just don't want in it anymore and learn to stick with it            especially those that i want to let go and they don't want to let go  The Manor awaits