Light to my Darkness

I was thinking back to when i started writing my blog and I named it Ef My life because i was in a dark bitter place of not having alot of money....Stressing,so called friends driving me crazy,reliving the nightmare of being robbed 3 times,Vincents new store opening,....Yada yada....but since then things have started to change...I started deleting a few of the negative people and i was rewarded with better...I have a new great friend Lou thats a little bit older than me but he helps me reason and makes me see that things are not that bad and for that i am truely grateful....Then I have Tim J..That I met face to face for the first time on our Bday,,,he makes me laugh and it seems that we are so evenly matched wit wise that we were seperated at birth  He make sme laugh and so so easy to talk too....Then I have Master Tim D We have known of each other and talked in the bar many times.I was always so intimidated by him because he is a leather guy and i am your average preppy boy but over the week of my birthday we decided to take it to the next level and hang out  outside of the bar,,,I am glad I took the chance to get to know him as well because under the hard core shell lies a gentleman...Then there is David P..another guy very handsome man that i just hung out with in the group in the bar...had no idea that i would be pursuing a friendship other than the bar but then it hits me he is a good guy as well and yea give it a shot....Ross I cant forget about Ross ...He sees the special person in me and he is awesome as well...These are all my newest friends Btw not to slight my other friends.....but in a nutshell its because of them that i am able to move on and balance the other parts of my life  they lift me up high,in most cases treat me like an absolute king..sometimes they pamper me in material things, for the most part they pamper me with love and affection....I am so so so grateful to these guys for giving me light to my darkness!!!