Guiermo

I can just say that i had a great day today ..I was able to stop and visit Guiermo at his work for lunch and meet his co-workers that were very nice ..It was so nice they knew me on sight.We had Pizza, and Black tea from starbucks that was very tastey.Then i stopped at Pep boys for a filter and stopped at my dentist office so it was a full afternoon and i even got laundry done so that my weekend with Guiermo would be free.I shouldnt forget that i had pizza with Jayson tonite.Pizza 2 times in a day i love it.I dont have a whole lot to say other than i am looking forward to getting off work tomorrow and having a cocktail or 2 and chilling.Perhaps i may get a good buzz but it wont be hanging all night in the bar," Private party" LOL...Anyways I am getting sleepy and silly   I digress

F the rest

Well sometimes you just have to take a few steps back and think i am gonna have to kick a Niggas ass even if they are a women yea call them Niggas too....I get tired of the shade , The users , the "SO CALLED" friends , I could be doing alot better without.....I have been called a "Drama Queen" but oh i am so not I am a pure bitch for sure now....I am going to start making the necessary cuts out of my life now.People that can be on the same page I am can go too. I am over it  Its about me now and only me    Peace out good night

Not even warm

So once again here i sit in the peaceful serenity of the bedroom not a sound to be heard besides the dinging off my phone when i get a text and the light hum of the laptop and ac running. I think i do some of my best thinking up here and daydreaming....I sometimes wonder why cant people be on the same page *Real Talk* I always put forth the effort,but when it comes to something i need or want to happen it is on the back burner...You know why because certain people are secretly selfish.Certain instances can be a take it or leave it situation .I sometimes wonder if people really know they can be on a sinking ship with no life preserver if i dont get what i want hmmm I doubt it.I guess sometimes i can be so harsh.  I digress  i feel a mean streak coming on cause i am a little tired and cranky

Happy Independence Day

I normally wait until late evening before i go to bed to write my blog bu ti figure I wont have much time I am having guest over for dinner and then the firework display.I think tonite will be another bonding experience,alot of memories being built.I have been having some wonderful times.Financially my life is very gruelling right now and its hard to bring about change with that,I do have options that were offered but it takes a lot of thinking about.However,I have to say i am wealthy in love.I am thinking i had to really do something right to have someone willing to do anything for me even kill...Thats an overexaggeration by the way! but you get my point.I cant really mention names anymore because i promised the person that i wouldnt because they want to be private..i respect that.I am happy to have them...God i am not looking forward to getting a second job,but the time is coming.....I just cant sit back and keep hoping and wishing for better things to come.I am really thinking a roomate is in order too even though if that happens i dont think i will spend alot of time at home anymore so its like a catch 22 ya know .I know i will figure this out soon    I digress

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.

Its so weird that you realize you cant possibly love some one more then when you actually get to see them getting their money.I respect the hell out of  him ..because i know he works hard with multiple jobs.It takes great character and will and determination.He is elevating me and doesnt even know it .I was raised to work hard and have ambition.I had forgotten that for awhile and became complacent .I am starting to remember who i am .I am not someone who just accepts things for how they are get out and do something about it.You want money and nice thing you have to go and get it....I have great respect for him .  I digress

Appreciation

I made it through the long work week and the reward now is i am in a cool bedroom and ready to turn in for a good nights sleep..I just finished talking to my girlfriend Special K and we always have so much to talk about with each other .Its always nice to get a womans point of view on life as well as a guys.She has also been a consistent person that never has judged me for whatever choices i make and will make and totally understands that if i am happy at the end of the day so is she and vice versa.I dont have many doubts anymore on my life that i have chosen to live but it is really nice to just tell someone what i am feeling at any given moment  its a wonderful thing.She knows when i am sad,she knows when i am mad,she knows when i am in pain and feel like i just want to cry,There she is right there to listen to me and offer kind sincere words.Vince has always said to me you dont need a 10001 friends its not about quantity its about quality and i realize that to the fullest extent.He isnt just a pretty face most of the time he does say things that make sense and i chose to listen too LOL. I also appreciate that long term friends have walked back into my life even tho they had never left we had just grown apart,but soon as we got back together it was like time stood still we love each other just like we did 13 14 15 years ago.WEll time to go give the pillow some head and bed some ass   I digress

LONG Week LONG night

I am winding down a 6 day work week thinking Jesus take the wheel becaus ei am on E right now...I am so exausted after coming back off of vacation into a work week like this ..Silly me went out last night with my boi and stayed out to 3am isnt helping but so worthwhile.,,,,I so need another Vacation...this time away on a beach somewhere.O well i guess its almost time to light a fire under  my butt and get moving   I digress