Happy Independence Day

I normally wait until late evening before i go to bed to write my blog bu ti figure I wont have much time I am having guest over for dinner and then the firework display.I think tonite will be another bonding experience,alot of memories being built.I have been having some wonderful times.Financially my life is very gruelling right now and its hard to bring about change with that,I do have options that were offered but it takes a lot of thinking about.However,I have to say i am wealthy in love.I am thinking i had to really do something right to have someone willing to do anything for me even kill...Thats an overexaggeration by the way! but you get my point.I cant really mention names anymore because i promised the person that i wouldnt because they want to be private..i respect that.I am happy to have them...God i am not looking forward to getting a second job,but the time is coming.....I just cant sit back and keep hoping and wishing for better things to come.I am really thinking a roomate is in order too even though if that happens i dont think i will spend alot of time at home anymore so its like a catch 22 ya know .I know i will figure this out soon    I digress