Not Much to say

Honestly i started this blog to work through issues of anger and bitterness sort o speak but not i often find myself reaching for things to talk about to keep my blog going LOL i guess thats a really good thing even tho i still have anger and bitterness about some stuff it kinda isnt on the top of my list of things to think about right now.The fury of the fire in me has been extinguished for now.Its amazing that someone can have a calming effect over me.I have made some sacrifices and gone against the grain,lost a few "FRiends" note its in quotation marks..ALl at the same time I found out who the true ones really are and those are the ones that i need in my life.Those are the friendships to cultivate and nurture.I was having conversation with a dear friend that knew me when i was in my mid 20s and she complimented on my maturity and growing up,That just reinforced that i am quite capable of making decisions that are good for me regardless if anyone else thinks so or not.I always have relied on my own judgement.OK get off the soap box LOL  I am really just reaching anymore   maybe i should only blog every few days    I digress