Enough said

Blogging isnt as important as it once was for me because i very rarely have things to say or get out of my system anymore here lately..Just living the day to day..Its been a great weekend as usual.i went to a wedding yesterday and had a great, i should say wonderful time.I love meeting new people and communicating, sometimes life isnt just all about being gay I love my str8 folks too lol..I do feel conflicted.I am having trouble accepting someone bringing so much joy to my life. Full force A game every single moment we hang out together is just great in every way ,Guiermo is absolutely wonderful...Jayson isnt any less wonderful  I just feel like Jayson is losing his edge.....I have made alot of sacrifices for Jayson along the way and i want him to do 1 thing for me "Being very stubborn about"and i would think that he would actually be bending over backwards for me  "no Pun intended" but he isnt budging.I think he would be alot happier if he lived and loved a little more like i am doing.True Story! Love and happiness is going a long way way for me right now because thats really all i have is just that.I really feel sometimes he needs to give up control and trust in us.