Not even warm

So once again here i sit in the peaceful serenity of the bedroom not a sound to be heard besides the dinging off my phone when i get a text and the light hum of the laptop and ac running. I think i do some of my best thinking up here and daydreaming....I sometimes wonder why cant people be on the same page *Real Talk* I always put forth the effort,but when it comes to something i need or want to happen it is on the back burner...You know why because certain people are secretly selfish.Certain instances can be a take it or leave it situation .I sometimes wonder if people really know they can be on a sinking ship with no life preserver if i dont get what i want hmmm I doubt it.I guess sometimes i can be so harsh.  I digress  i feel a mean streak coming on cause i am a little tired and cranky