I PRAY FOR ANSWERS

Its always another day in the life of EFF my life..I always ask for answers before i lay down to sleep every night.I ask that th solution will come to me..I dont ask for wealth or riches because that is the wrong thing to do. I just wonder how do i move forward? Why do i always go backwards or am forced to go backwards...I am pretty much where i started  7 years ago...Everything that i accomplished doesnt mean much   Yes I have great friends Yes I have a great relationship but there is nothing else..My emotions are shutting down because of finances, its hard for me to feel....I make so many sacrifices Big ,Small...Really when is it my turn? I am nothing but goodhearted to the people I care about....Everyone tells me they understand what i am going through..No! I wish i knew what to do! I hate feeling this way I put up a great front for everyone i indulge myself in their problems so i dont have to worry about mine... I digress