Anxious

Today was an interesting day slow start but i didnt really think it would be a crazy day..I anticipated a chill day for Lou's Birthday it went well even tho he didnt really want anything for his bday except my time and companionship but of course i had to get him something anyways.We went to see Vincent and he had made him a new design bracelet so he was pretty happy about that..The time just went to fast today I tried to hold onto every single moment cause it was so relaxing not a care in the world We even took a power nap and i never do that.Now i am sitting here back at my anxious point again..Thinking about the troubles of life.(Trust me I have embraced the happiness i do have of my life) I just cant be left to long to my own mind.I hope in a week the vacation will help keep me relaxed and really help my mindset on where i want to work ,can i make a second job work  should i...We will see  I digress