Back to Reality

My first day back to work today and OMG  I could have killed somebody..I pretty much walked into a place i wasnt satisfies with at all totally below my standards and really 1 person to blame..So sad to say...I powered through thats for sure,makes my quiet time more special and relaxing..Now here i sit after talking on the phone with my boi and missing alll the hanging out we were able to do last week  O well we had to go back to reality.........I am also thinking how i love having my eyes open everyday just a tad bit further to why I have made some of the decisions i have made in the past 6 motnhs I was feeling toxic for so long then i started to realize i needed to change my behavior re-adjusts some things in my life to get to a much happier place...Its true what they say misery loves company,the more i rolled around in self-pity and dissatisfaction  quite a few were more than happy to roll around right with me....Now i dont really have that because i have been elevated with love and support that is so overwhelming all the Toxic has started to fade away every now and then it tries to rear its ugly head,but i know the  key is to keep holding my head high now and dont walk backwards .I digress