Here i sit with my coffee in hand watching Clean House thinking of the wonderful week i had while i was on vacation.I really don't want it to end,I actually had such a full week with Lou just travelling around doing stuff together without being in the bars. It really helped me get to know him better,of course I have spent alot of time with him outside of the bars anyways before our vacation but when you spend whole days its totally different.I am sure alot of people just see us hanging out think we are a couple of drunks but it goes so much deeper than that .We actually have a great friendship on top of it.It is really a beautiful thing that i wouldnt trade for anything in the world.Vincent has been wonderful for taking time to include himself as well and indulge a little in the reason i am so happy these days.God i wish everyday could be like the previous but we can only make them better.On the flip-side i know its going to be a grueling week at work going back into a 6 day work week..Its really bad to say i walked into my store yesterday to make a schedule and i looked around and thought *Carter besides a paycheck What are you doing here?*The cosmetic look of the building is just so disgusting I want something better for myself.I really do..Anyways it is time for many next steps..putting together a future. .I really never thought before on how i want to shape the future but now i do.It beings right here with the 2 in the pic. I digress
Here i sit with my coffee in hand watching Clean House thinking of the wonderful week i had while i was on vacation.I really don't want it to end,I actually had such a full week with Lou just travelling around doing stuff together without being in the bars. It really helped me get to know him better,of course I have spent alot of time with him outside of the bars anyways before our vacation but when you spend whole days its totally different.I am sure alot of people just see us hanging out think we are a couple of drunks but it goes so much deeper than that .We actually have a great friendship on top of it.It is really a beautiful thing that i wouldnt trade for anything in the world.Vincent has been wonderful for taking time to include himself as well and indulge a little in the reason i am so happy these days.God i wish everyday could be like the previous but we can only make them better.On the flip-side i know its going to be a grueling week at work going back into a 6 day work week..Its really bad to say i walked into my store yesterday to make a schedule and i looked around and thought *Carter besides a paycheck What are you doing here?*The cosmetic look of the building is just so disgusting I want something better for myself.I really do..Anyways it is time for many next steps..putting together a future. .I really never thought before on how i want to shape the future but now i do.It beings right here with the 2 in the pic. I digress
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