Clarity

Well it has been a better day of days I was moving around work like a maniac and I actually had a little sigh of relief today.I woke up with
mental clarity for a change.I actually really would love for this week to move along and get the holiday over with because i  plan to embark on a career change.I have really decided that i should do something different just because everyday i feel i want to just spit on someone and that isnt good by any means.I also have decided i need to isolate myself a bit from the gay bars,,,,something 1 of my bois has been trying to get me to do for a little while now and i think he is right. I think it is so weird i call him boi and he is older but  watever..I am really up for doing the str8 bars and or movies and work on the relationship outside of any interference.Anyways it is quite a bit noisier on our street than usual and i am feeling like i am going to be pissed if i lie down and try to sleep i wont be able too.  I digress