Wednesday, June 1, 2011
ITS JUST EMOTIONS TAKING ME OVER
I have to say today was the hardest day and longest day of my life..I had to suffer through waiting to hear about moms well being and i have never been the patient person i just wanted to jump out of my skin..I would have to say that i was hit with almost every emotion that i could be hit with today...ANGER,FEAR,WORRY,BITTERNESS,SADNESS,ANXIETY,HATRED if you could imagine all that rolled into 1 while dealing with a ghetto clientele on the first of the month then you know for sure how i was feeling.I felt everything that i have been feeling over these past months and hiding from everyone.I hate feeling that way.Its ugly and destructive and no good can come of it..Luckily there are a select few that can reel me back in..I did learn from this experience that i need to spend a little bit more time with my mom,and that nothing too much else matters.make myself happy stop trying to be the 1 that pleases everybody Focus more on my needs as soon as i can figure out exactly what they are...I fell off the path I need to think of what my dreams are and how to attain them... I am rambling so I digress
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I'm so glad that everything worked out. I've never met your Mom... but she sounds like a strong individual, which is where you must get it from. For all that comes at you, you keep plowing through it... That which doesn't kill us only makes us stronger!
ReplyDeleteTreasure the real moments in life, draw close the people you hold dear. Forget those who would mean you harm. Dance once in awhile and always keep your head up. Do u, be u....Tough times don't last forever, but always seem too.
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